In a letter
to the church in Philippi, Paul says something astounding. Is he being really
honest--or maybe just describing his deepest ideals?
"I have
learned to be content, whatever the circumstances may be. I know now how to
live when things are difficult and I know how to live when things are
prosperous. In general and in particular I have learned the secret of facing
either poverty or plenty. I am ready for anything through the strength of the
one who lives within me."
Pema Chodron
says pretty much the same thing in her book to the contemporary world. Is she really able to live like this herself?
"Inspiration
and wretchedness are inseparable. We always want to get rid of misery instead
of seeing how it works together with joy. The point isn't to cultivate one
thing as opposed to another, but to relate properly to where we are.
Inspiration and wretchedness complement each other. With only inspiration we
become arrogant. Without inspiration, we lose our vision. Feeling inspired
cheers us up, makes us realize how vast and wonderful our world is. Feeling
wretched humbles us. The gloriousness of our inspiration connects us with the
sacredness of the world. But when the tables are turned and we feel wretched,
that softens us up. It becomes the ground for understanding others. Both the
inspiration and the wretchedness can be celebrated. We can be big and small at
the same time."
What do you
think? Is this level of flexibility realistic? Pema and Paul aren't exactly
ordinary people.
But I'm
persuaded they're both talking about something possible for ordinary
people--probably never at the level that P & P experience it--yet nevertheless doable.
Both of them
have understood and experienced some place deep within us where transformation
is always possible. A Still Place where we begin to trust that when 'shit happens' it can
be composted.
And that when something wonderful happens we can be right there with it--letting it permeate us with joy.
And that when something wonderful happens we can be right there with it--letting it permeate us with joy.
Somewhere
deep in the grace and presence of God and deep in the trust and effort of ordinary
people like us, something extraordinary can happen and is happening.
In my
experience, the trick is remembering to go to that place--grateful for the
grace, committed to the effort.
And to stay awhile.
Long enough for the alchemy, the composting, the permeating, the transformation
to take hold.